Friday, July 3, 2009
Subject: CRYrawrTEAR
I BELIEVE
that the world ends with you
so live your life to what you can do in order to end it with YOU and YOU alone
:)








ive officially decided what to do with the whole Gage thing
and i like to take my friends advice
so Gage;; SCREW YOU
ive giving you like 6 chances to get me back
4 of them you took, 2 of them you lost
i give up on guys
all i wanna do now is plan on going home
i believe that i truthfully wanted to stay here for him and him alone
since he promised me a college future of always seeing each other and loving each other
which i would of like, but i believe that we would be together yet fail
because truthfully. hes so immature with relationships
==
he doesnt even know the basics, he just does what he wants to do
which doesnt work for me

so guys
for now
im planning on going home :)
but like i say, its so early for me to decide
because imma be graduating in like a year from now
><
i may wanna stay here for uni purpose
(obviously not Gage, i promise!)
but i will rest assure that i will come home to visit sometime this year
and i will be partying and saying hi to everyone i love
<3

for now im just gonna try and live my life here in stupid Lone Pine
with retarded men and slutty girls
-sigh-

but i will say
that i believe that Gage, despite what im gonna say to him soon
he will come back to me, and yeah, i guess i will
but not now, i want it to be when hes officially ready for me
:)
after college, all that shit
and if he agrees
then i have no ties here in the US
ill go home
<3


..maybe i should do that..
cause i miss you guys
<3





BUT THIS IS THE LAST TIME IM GONNA BRAG ABOUT HIM
cause im over him ==;;
but to answer you guys quetsion
"why is he hanging with the bitch ex-girlfriend"
they dated for only a day, then had to break up since she left the country
EYE can understand why he so wants to see her
and i dont care
if he ends up liking her a lot and not me, well then screw him
but they havent seen each other in 8 years
imagine that? i would wanna meet up with my first boyfriend if that happened to me
it hurts yes. but its understandable
i have nothing against her
just Gage
==




okay enough about him
<3
ily guys!
ill be looking forward in coming home~

2 Comments:

Blogger van.c said...
i'm looking forward to seeing you again too!! :D

i know the real reason you wanna come back.

cos i'm awesome xD that's why.


you know it. i know it. everybody knows it.

it's UNIVERSAL!

ily <33

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