okai
fuck life
i officially give up on guys
like seriously officially, not even gonna bother getting a boyfriend maan
cause serious guys are so CONFUSING and all they do is fuck up your life
i might even take Natalie's advice
"you should date girls, not so confusing as guys"
like fucking seriously
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ive literally ignored Gage for 3 days
due to work and him getting an online xbox account and shit
and the day he finally says "can we hangout" it turns out to be a walk around town talking about how hes moving like 15min away from me and cant find a way to get into town and so got him thinking about him being 2 hours away from me, rarely seeing me and saying "i just dont wanna gf anymore (once again), im not happy with it since me walking an hour to town just to see you and all we do is just hangout as if were friends isnt satifying me"
-shot-

so fuck you Gage
i gave you a chance to get me again
saying "im only gonna go out with you if you know 100% you can be with me no matter what"
"yes manda i really do"
and next thing i hear is
"i thought i knew, but now i cant, im sorry"

fuck the male species
they're so gay
fuck Lone Pine guys, or whatever the shit
all they want is stupid shit
UGH




i AM coming home
home fucking sweet home






good news?
probably by start start of next month im buying the tickets
so dates will be comfirmed soon
<333


bla bla blabidy shit
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